All you have is now.

My friend Stephanie told me that she is attempting to speak simply as an exercise of her ability. I am practicing this skill too. Life is shitty. I would rather be someone else or somewhere else. I cannot wait for the conclusion of fall quarter. I cannot wait to entertain winsome dreams and thoughts about the future. On the contrary, whenever thoughts of discontentment take over, I have no choice but to look around and see what else is out there. I am pleasantly surprised. There is as much truth in the shitty parts of life as there is in conversations with friends and the sunshine that is outside my window.